we should start thinking out of the box....
maybe Sunday,28 February 2010,hasnt been a good day for me.i can go crazy for what happened but i think back.whats the worth? someone just dont like you and after that,death comes along.what a day huh? but im fine.....i can go haywire for only 10mins and then after that i'll be fine.back to normal.so within that 10mins,many silly,stupid and idiotic things can come out from me.bad words,i can even make the stupidiest decision.like telling people things i shouldnt have said.lets put that 10mins aside.....
i dont know why i've been so obsessed over this particular girl.and it just make me sick and tired.i think all of this shit is just so f***ing immature.well,not me.but everything that is happening,including her own love life.okaaay i think i shall stop about this shit.if i carry on any longer,it would not help me at all.....but im just tired,you know.well,looking on the brightside,i've got friends who really loves me.and im sure they are the best friends.friends dont just talk when they have problems.they talk anytime they want to.anyway,im not in the losing side.i've been saying this alot of time even my ear can bleed hearing me saying that.cause all this while,i use the word "they",they have been in the losing side.they fall,then they rise and fall again.when they fall,they come to me and ask for help.when they found someone Ouh! so hot! they forget about me.have i ever abandon them like what others have done to them? what about me you idiot?!!! whoa!...i gotta stay calm *breathe in*breathe out* okay then,i shall carry on.dont say that i have cursed you or whatever cause i dont believe in that,but let me tell you this....when you down,feeling sad and depress,dont come to me anymore and asked for help,cause its about time you feel the burden that you've given to me.and dont say that im evil....its about time you open your f***ing eyes and realise this.dont get blind by words and looks......cause you may get something worst then what you've been through.other than that i dont care anymore.
death is something that i dont want to talk about.someone dearest to me has been taken away from me.and im trying to face it like its a part of life.....
lets look on the brightside of life.6 MORE DAYS TO PARAMORE and i cant wait.like i said its a Rock Concert Date with Syakilla.never had this kind of date and never had a date with her but hey,shes my secondary school mate,theres nothing wrong with that right.date as a friend.and i hope it will be a crazy date since Paramore will be like entertaining us throughout the night.hahah! i know we will go crazy but i hope not that crazy till someone faint. =P hehehe! and now what am i suppose to wear for the concert..............? am i thinking like a woman right now.sheeesh! thanks to syakilla ah.Syakilla: "hmmm..i havent decide what to wear yet?".
P.S:when the time comes,i will hit you hard!!!